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About Me Member Varied Artist havocs-edge28/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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The end perhaps

Fri Sep 19, 2008, 9:37 AM
I forgot DA existed.

Yes, that's right. Forgot DA existed. And art. And painting. And drawing. And, well, pretty much everything else.

I haven't uploaded in anything in over a year. The last time I painted something was, I don't know, February '08? March '08? I don't know. And even though I did, I never uploaded it. I last drew something in July '08. Maybe. Could have been June.

I forgot my friends on here. I forgot the support, the encouragement, the good people here. It wasn't even that it was withering and dying, it was just a stop. An end. A period. Once something and now nothing.

I thought of opening an Etsy, but never looked into it. I want to make a book of my art, but haven't done anything new / good enough to warrant it. I've put my whole art thing on hold, while admiring (and a bit envious) of others that have made it into full blown careers.

Balancing work and life is hard enough. When you put programming, gaming, art, and a relationship into the mix along with what should be considered clinical depression its easy to forgot all that once was, give up, and stop trying.

Either this is my last post ever and I finally pack away everything, or I do something again and start to paint and draw again.

Wish I had a studio.

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Almost 2 years since I put something on this piece of crap I call a profile.

  • Mood: Unhappy

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Awful pit in the middle of PA
  • Interests: booze, women, and photoshop
  • Favourite movie: Kill Bill
  • Favourite band or musician: The Misfits, Moby, AFI, various others
  • Favourite genre of music: punk
  • Favourite artist: Todd Schorr
  • Operating System: Win XP, and now Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: win media player
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: any of the Wildarms games
  • Favourite gaming platform: paper, dice, and a pencil
  • Personal Quote: Everyone is happy in my communist utopia. Except for that guy, but he can go to hell.
  • Tools of the Trade: ink, pens, and photoshop

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YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
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If i only had a brain...
:iconxdesiredxromancex:
may be long and forgoten. but if you remember.. the satanic piece one girl and her mom decided to hate :)
PS: thanks again for the support

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:iconkatt1989:
Thanks again for the :+fav:

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:iconrazielofkendermore:
:blowkiss:

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:iconigguana578:
cool gallery!

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:iconwaterscapes::iconwaterscapes-club::iconrestlessphotographer:check out my :devart: [link] and :daprints:!:) ~ [link]
:iconhavocs-edge:
Thanks!

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Rosebud. Yes Rosebud frozen peas. Full of country goodness and green peaness. Oh wait that's terrible. I quit.
:icondontpickme:
wow, thanks for that comment, i really appriciate critique comments...Ill devwatch you, maybe I can learn more from you! n___n

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Your cute!
need a hug?
:iconhavocs-edge:
Hope I can help you learn more. I'm still learning a lot myself

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Rosebud. Yes Rosebud frozen peas. Full of country goodness and green peaness. Oh wait that's terrible. I quit.
:iconailidh:
Hi! :wave:

You entered my contest for a feature this week. You haven't been featured this week, but I am keeping you in mind for future features! Please check out the artists who have won the feature this week and support them by leaving feedback! :hug:

-Aili

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"Who will tell whether one happy moment of love or the joy of breathing or walking on a bright morning and smelling the fresh air, is not worth all the suffering and effort which life implies."
-Erich Fromm
:iconhavocs-edge:
Thank you very much! Wish I noticed this posting a little earlier, but thank you anyways.

When will you run another journal feature?

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Rosebud. Yes Rosebud frozen peas. Full of country goodness and green peaness. Oh wait that's terrible. I quit.

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